do you ever listen to a song...
...that you once played non-stop during a time where the sunshine wouldn't stop, and the feel-good overwhelmed you as you skipped in your step, only to realize that that was a feeling the music carried forward for you where your body had somehow managed to forget?
i get that every now and then.
there are some songs in this world that i will never be able to shake off that feel-good. some songs that will always take me back to a time when all i could do was smile, and love filled my insides until i could just about vomit.
and yet, listening to these songs now almost certainly brings tears to my eyes, because my body knows those times are now over. and no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, you will never bring that time back alive.
it already was. it already has been. from now it's just a story.
